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ALL THOSE BALL JOINTED DOLLS MADE ME WANT TO CRY LIKE FUCK!
I said, "I'll just clear up all these DA tabs and I'll be off to bed!" (1:58am)
But then, my fucktard brain starts telling me, "No, search for ball jointed dolls, you imbecile!"
So I did!!!!
AHHH!!! THOSE BEAUTIFUL, PERFECT DOLLS!!! Their magnificence makes me want to cry so much, it just hurts!!!!!
And now it's 2:35am... Time to sleep, little bitch.
Dream of how sad life would be coz you will never get one of them pr'tty dolls! >:I Hmpff!
Artist Drought
Happy New Year, guys!
It's 2017 and I'm still on an ongoing artist drought. I feel ashamed calling myself an artist even... The boyfriend gave me a sketchpad from Muji for Christmas and I've been dying to draw in it but I just don't know where and how to start.
I was thinking of ending this short journal with a "C'est la vie..." but that's all scratched and used so I Google-d French phrases and ended found this which I think reflects myself right now. "Qui n'avance pas, recule" which translates to "Who does not move forward, recedes".
Gotta move quick before 2017 bites me in the ass.
Welp, Happy New Year! 😘
Is it a catastroph-hair?
I have previously posted (over a year ago!) an entry on my hair-xperiment where I did an ombre and dip-dye on my hair - damaged as it is already. I have gone through a lot of hair coloring within the span of over a year since the ombre/dip-dye incident.
My latest hair-xperiment this June 2016 is I dyed my recovering hair with a Light Blonde dye I got from Japan Home Center. I didn't expect it to turn my hair blonde as I have really dark and damaged hair. What it did was lightened my hair a little bit most especially the roots area. What can I say, I half-expected that and I ran out of dye pretty quickly leading to uneven lightening of my hai
Going Ombre and Dip Dyeing
So my friends and I have decided to experiment and go give ombre hair a try. It was all spontaneous as we did it on an office night. Straight after work, we went to my house since it's the one nearest our office.
We spent one night bleaching each other's hair, left it for almost an hour before rinsing and voila! Half of my hair was blonde-ish. Compared to my friends', mine became the lightest considering the bleach was left on my hair for the shortest period.
The next night, we tried a different bleach and it worked better compared to the first one or I think it was because our hair were pre-bleached. So then, my hair became lighter. After
This isn't me... I feel lost.
I miss those days when I used to draw a lot almost everyday. But then I started to become more preoccupied with other things.
Lately, I've come to realize that I made this one mistake in my life - which I do not totally regret but still do - and that mistake is I stopped drawing. Yeah, I still make a few doodles and sketches but that happens only once in a while. With the years that has passed that I wasn't drawing, I've lost my touch. I've lost the thing that used to make me happy. I wasn't that good to begin with but it's what gave me joy. I introduced myself to people I've never met, brought myself to places I've never been to. It gave me
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